@tiff I'm sorry things are such a challenge. I am no professional in these matters, but I think it would help to see someone who is. In my experience , things that feel like one thing can turn out to be another thing, and something that can be managed more easily than you'd think. Not knowing is the hardest part. Take care.
@jean hey Jean thanks. I'm formally diagnosed with looks around ... things... but this is a whole other thing.
I'm pretty medicated but medicated with meds I've been on almost 20 years. My tolerance is high. I'll talk to the ol shrinky dink soon