@fahrni I’ve had similar thoughts in Christmases / New Year’s past. 🎄(Probably the time of year where I am closest to my self.) And, apart from the having a family bit, which makes a lot of difference, I’ve had mostly the same thoughts.
I’ve punished myself with snacks and other bad stuff since I started to make money of my own. I used to jog. Only a furious lion could make me move faster than walking speed now. Earlier this year, I set up a long goal: Break my 1990 PR of 15:30 on 3000m by the time I’m 60. That’s four years and a couple of months left for me to accomplish this, and right now I don’t know if I can do it, but I’m going to try. 😮💨
I wish us both, and everyone else in this situation, luck and motivation to do it. ❤️