I always wanted to be in band. So, fuck it, I've started learning drums, guitar & audio software. I'm using Koala sampler on my phone, absolutely amazing https://www.koalasampler.com/
And I'm learning Finger Drumming (yes, it's a thing, cheap to setup, amazing) with Michael PlayPM
https://www.patreon.com/playpm/
He also has YouTube
https://www.youtube.com/@playpm
And he does GAS therapy: Gear Acquisition Syndrome. Very #punk