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@ddanielson thank you, I appreciate you reading

@Annie thank you for this :)

@Annie A wonderful piece that I can relate to in more of a negative way, because of my unsuccessful results in life.

No to the clamping anxiety, the stifling breath, the hot weight, the pattering prickling uncertainty, the fear, the grasping, the tension.

This was, and partly is a large part of my life.

@odd i'm sorry that's a large part of life, it's really difficult to live with/through. The more I pay attention to my self, the more I realize that the 'calm detached' persona I adopted early on was mostly a way to repress these feelings, a coping mechanism that I misunderstood as a personality.

@Annie I have an outer calm, but inside there is a little stormy most of the time. I could maybe reconcile those two things with another.