{"version":"https://jsonfeed.org/version/1","title":"Micro.blog - Gabby","home_page_url":"https://micro.blog","feed_url":"https://micro.blog/posts/gabby","_microblog":{"about":"https://micro.blog/about/api","id":"4453","username":"gabby","bio":"Nothing to see here…","pronouns":"She/her","is_following":false,"is_you":false,"following_count":6,"discover_count":0},"author":{"name":"Gabby","url":"","avatar":"https://www.gravatar.com/avatar/05a1bcbac1142b3c4d3ffef038049fdb?s=96&d=https%3A%2F%2Fmicro.blog%2Fimages%2Fblank_avatar.png"},"items":[{"id":"68266729","content_html":"My anxiety recently shot up, and my mood shifted to mania. My OCD flared up, my panic attacks have slowly but surely returned, and everything else that my manic episodes entail have returned as well. It’s been tough, and I feel like all the work I put in over the summer has come undone. But my therapist re... www.gabbys.blog","summary":"","url":"https://www.gabbys.blog/2025/07/05/my-anxiety-recently-shot-up/","date_published":"2025-07-05T10:52:54+00:00","author":{"name":"Gabby","url":"","avatar":"https://cdn.micro.blog/photos/96/https%3A%2F%2Fwww.gravatar.com%2Favatar%2F05a1bcbac1142b3c4d3ffef038049fdb%3Fs%3D96%26d%3Dhttps%253A%252F%252Fmicro.blog%252Fimages%252Fblank_avatar.png","_microblog":{"username":"gabby"}},"_microblog":{"date_relative":"2025-07-05 10:52","date_timestamp":1751712774,"is_favorite":false,"is_bookmark":false,"is_deletable":false,"is_conversation":false,"is_linkpost":false,"is_mention":false,"note":"","syndication":[]}},{"id":"68108677","content_html":"

Have always been particular about how I label people. Thus, I only have a handful of people I consider and call my friends. But I cherish every single one of them. Just recently, I got to see an old friend I had not seen in years twice in one week. It was nice.

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Guess that depressive episode is over. Back to never ending manic cleaning and angry driving. How exhausting. Gosh, what a vicious cycle…

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Grateful for friends who have been so supportive when days have been so tough.

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Trying not to let my OCD win all the time. Going back to using my tiny, unorganized fanny pack with only the essentials instead of my larger, well-organized sling with everything but the kitchen sink. Just thought I should try to resist the compulsion sometimes.

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Panic disorder is such an exhausting thing to have on top of other things.

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Desperately trying to grasp tiny happiness.

\n","summary":"","url":"https://www.gabbys.blog/2025/05/24/desperately-trying-to-grasp-tiny/","date_published":"2025-05-24T04:03:54+00:00","author":{"name":"Gabby","url":"","avatar":"https://cdn.micro.blog/photos/96/https%3A%2F%2Fwww.gravatar.com%2Favatar%2F05a1bcbac1142b3c4d3ffef038049fdb%3Fs%3D96%26d%3Dhttps%253A%252F%252Fmicro.blog%252Fimages%252Fblank_avatar.png","_microblog":{"username":"gabby"}},"_microblog":{"date_relative":"2025-05-24 04:03","date_timestamp":1748059434,"is_favorite":false,"is_bookmark":false,"is_deletable":false,"is_conversation":false,"is_linkpost":false,"is_mention":false,"note":"","syndication":[]}},{"id":"64531778","content_html":"Was taken off duloxetine on May 8th. Updated my psychiatrist and therapist this morning about how I’ve been since. Took advantage of iMessage’s formatting to explain and emphasize how I’ve been, and also to be more careful about how I expressed myself because it was nearing lunchtime when I updated the gro... gabbys.blog","summary":"","url":"https://www.gabbys.blog/2025/05/16/was-taken-off-duloxetine-on/","date_published":"2025-05-16T07:40:10+00:00","author":{"name":"Gabby","url":"","avatar":"https://cdn.micro.blog/photos/96/https%3A%2F%2Fwww.gravatar.com%2Favatar%2F05a1bcbac1142b3c4d3ffef038049fdb%3Fs%3D96%26d%3Dhttps%253A%252F%252Fmicro.blog%252Fimages%252Fblank_avatar.png","_microblog":{"username":"gabby"}},"_microblog":{"date_relative":"2025-05-16 07:40","date_timestamp":1747381210,"is_favorite":false,"is_bookmark":false,"is_deletable":false,"is_conversation":false,"is_linkpost":false,"is_mention":false,"note":"","syndication":[]}},{"id":"64388893","content_html":"I thought today I could live without any big issues with my mental health, but no. My anxiety is once again high because of my OCD. Something on my dinner plate looked dirty and gross before I even started eating. Because it was disgusting to me, I had to get a new plate and another set of utensils. I had ... gabbys.blog","summary":"","url":"https://www.gabbys.blog/2025/05/14/i-thought-today-i-could/","date_published":"2025-05-14T13:20:30+00:00","author":{"name":"Gabby","url":"","avatar":"https://cdn.micro.blog/photos/96/https%3A%2F%2Fwww.gravatar.com%2Favatar%2F05a1bcbac1142b3c4d3ffef038049fdb%3Fs%3D96%26d%3Dhttps%253A%252F%252Fmicro.blog%252Fimages%252Fblank_avatar.png","_microblog":{"username":"gabby"}},"_microblog":{"date_relative":"2025-05-14 13:20","date_timestamp":1747228830,"is_favorite":false,"is_bookmark":false,"is_deletable":false,"is_conversation":false,"is_linkpost":false,"is_mention":false,"note":"","syndication":[]}},{"id":"64332578","content_html":"I’m back here once again after suddenly disappearing three years ago. So many things happened with my mental health and life in general. Now, I want to revive this blog. Not sure how to go about it as I want to post backdated entries. Is that possible here at the time of publishing? Or do I have to edit af... gabbys.blog","summary":"","url":"https://www.gabbys.blog/2025/05/14/im-suddenly-back-here-after/","date_published":"2025-05-13T19:01:41+00:00","author":{"name":"Gabby","url":"","avatar":"https://cdn.micro.blog/photos/96/https%3A%2F%2Fwww.gravatar.com%2Favatar%2F05a1bcbac1142b3c4d3ffef038049fdb%3Fs%3D96%26d%3Dhttps%253A%252F%252Fmicro.blog%252Fimages%252Fblank_avatar.png","_microblog":{"username":"gabby"}},"_microblog":{"date_relative":"2025-05-13 19:01","date_timestamp":1747162901,"is_favorite":false,"is_bookmark":false,"is_deletable":false,"is_conversation":false,"is_linkpost":false,"is_mention":false,"note":"","syndication":[]}},{"id":"64326122","content_html":"

Today is World Mental Health Day. Battling mental illnesses can be difficult and tiring, but you are never truly alone.

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For my friends in need, I’m here for you.

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Today is World Mental Health Day. Battling mental illnesses can be difficult and tiring, but you are never truly alone.

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For my friends in need, I’m here for you.

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Had therapy today. My therapist said I only have to see her once a month now because I’ve “improved leaps and bounds.” Happy with my progress. Grateful, too. Been a tough journey. But I’m alive and getting better.

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Had therapy today. My therapist said I only have to see her once a month now because I’ve “improved leaps and bounds.” Happy with my progress. Grateful, too. Been a tough journey. But I’m alive and getting better.

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Cheers to my first World Teachers’ Day!

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Cheers to my first World Teachers’ Day!

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I’ve got a black dog and it won’t stop barking.

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I’ve got a black dog and it won’t stop barking.

\n","summary":"","url":"https://www.gabbys.blog/2021/07/12/ive-got-a.html","date_published":"2021-07-12T12:29:01+00:00","author":{"name":"Gabby","url":"","avatar":"https://cdn.micro.blog/photos/96/https%3A%2F%2Fwww.gravatar.com%2Favatar%2F05a1bcbac1142b3c4d3ffef038049fdb%3Fs%3D96%26d%3Dhttps%253A%252F%252Fmicro.blog%252Fimages%252Fblank_avatar.png","_microblog":{"username":"gabby"}},"_microblog":{"date_relative":"2021-07-12 12:29","date_timestamp":1626092941,"is_favorite":false,"is_bookmark":false,"is_deletable":false,"is_conversation":false,"is_linkpost":false,"is_mention":false,"note":"","syndication":[]}},{"id":"11642385","content_html":"

More photocards arrived just now.

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After three attempts, I finally got Baekhyun’s Bambi!

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After three attempts, I finally got Baekhyun’s Bambi!

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Another Jisoo photocard arrived earlier.

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My Jisoo photocards arrived today.

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Missing my dad on his 9th death anniversary.

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Missing my dad on his 9th death anniversary.

\n","summary":"","url":"https://www.gabbys.blog/2021/06/23/missing-my-dad.html","date_published":"2021-06-23T09:55:25+00:00","author":{"name":"Gabby","url":"","avatar":"https://cdn.micro.blog/photos/96/https%3A%2F%2Fwww.gravatar.com%2Favatar%2F05a1bcbac1142b3c4d3ffef038049fdb%3Fs%3D96%26d%3Dhttps%253A%252F%252Fmicro.blog%252Fimages%252Fblank_avatar.png","_microblog":{"username":"gabby"}},"_microblog":{"date_relative":"2021-06-23 09:55","date_timestamp":1624442125,"is_favorite":false,"is_bookmark":false,"is_deletable":false,"is_conversation":false,"is_linkpost":false,"is_mention":false,"note":"","syndication":[]}}]}